Another Day

Well, today is another day!!
I am siting here and it is raining and thundering out!! I just got done watching Joyce Meyer.  If you have never seen her preach, you need to!!
She is a wonderful person and her ministry is awesome!!
Oh, did I tell you that I have been saved?  Yes...I am a Christian!!
I was saved shortly after I was diagnosed with MS. It was the best thing that could ever happen to me!!
I know you are probably thinking that I must be a religious freak, but I am not!! I am a normal person just like you but I believe in GOD!!
God has saved my life, literally!!
I use to go through times of depression.  I use to cry all the time and have pity parties.
I have even attempted suicide twice!! And both times GOD saved me!! The last time I should have died!!
I'll tell you about it, in case there is someone out there reading this...you need to know that you are NOT alone!!
I was going through a horrible divorce. I did not want to end my marriage but my husband at the time did.
So I was depressed and drinking. And we all know those two do NOT go together at all!!
Anyways, I drank too much and was all sad and got into a fight with a friend. So I thought I would pop a bunch of pills and end it. (How dumb is that!)
At this time no one at all knew where I lived. No one!! I just moved in with these strange two guys. I had my own room, they were nice, but I did not know them. Actually I don't even remember their names.
So I cried out and told my friend Jane what I did and said good bye.
She called the police and they went searching for me.  All I remember is going to sleep in my bed feeling sick from the pills I ingested.  Next thing I remember is that I am barely alert and there is an EMT hooking me up to an IV and loading me into the ambulance.
How was I found? No one knew where I was living!! The nurse at the hospital said they found me unconcious and barely breathing. That I was lucky to be alive!!
Well, I know know that luck had nothing to do with it. It was all God!!
To this day I still do not know how they found me and no one I have asked has an answer.
So you tell me there is no God and I say bull!!  I am living proof there is a God!!

If you are depressed and you stumble across this blog, email me.
I want to help you. We can chat, talk or you can just vent.
I understand!! I have been through it and lived!!

I love you and most importantly, GOD LOVES YOU!!

Jennifer






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